Fourth Sunday in Lent

How hard it is for me to spend time in solitude. By solitude, I mean spending time where I am alone, quiet, without interruption, and still in my soul. It's time when I do not feel rushed, when I do not feel like there is something more pressing that I should be doing, when I can truly relax and just be in the presence of God. That's hard, but necessary. In the times when I can do this, usually nothing spectacular happens, but it refreshes me. I feel rested. I feel centered. I feel better.

Here is what Nouwen has to say about solitude today:

Solitude is the furnace of transformation. Without solitude, we remain victims of our society and continue to be entangled in the illusions of the false self. Jesus himself entered into this furnace. There he was tempted with the three compulsions of the world: to be relevant ("turn stones into loaves"), to be spectacular ("throw yourself down"), and to be powerful ("I will give you all these kingdoms"). There he affirmed God as the only source of his identify ("You must worship the Lord your God and serve him alone"). Solitude is the place of the great struggle and the great encounter - the struggle against the compulsions of the false self, and the encounter with the loving God who offers himself as the substance of the new self.